Saturday, 19 August 2017

Get over it

we went to a trip, with a total of 6 of us.

aku relax je acah okay berdepan dengan dia.
the fact that I know he will never be mine make me stronger.

but eventually after all the jokes around "hey, who's gonna get married soon?"
I cried when I met my Lord in Isya' prayer.
like a baby. teruk benor nangisnya. haha

I was seriously think this gonna be easy.
but its not, its never one.

As how much I wanted him to be by my side,
I know how much he wanted her to be by his side.

I'm sorry that I ranted here. I have no one to talk about this.
because only Allah, you and I know this one fact.
and finally I can just turn to Him and tell Him how much I want you to be happy, here in this dunya,
and hereafter.

Moga apabila kau disatukan dengan dia kelak,
kau dan dia sama-sama melaju menuju redha Dia.

Itu apa yang aku yakin dengan segala ketentuan dan plan yg Allah dh buat lama dulu.
and that includes we were never meant to be together.

I'll try as much as I can to get over you. will eventually make it in shaa allah :)

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